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ramblings of a teenage girl

& ohh , im lazy to blog about Camp Feast cause im reallyy sick down here . i promise i'll blog about it either tmrw or the day after tmrw lahh , ok ?

and fiqa & all the non-ncc cadet councillors are away to OBS . guess they are having loads of fun there. how i wish i could join them . but had to sacrifice coz of Camp Feast . oh wells , i just miss fiqa .

im finishing the last chapter of Harvesting the Heart . its worth it . i want more books like that . beatiful phrases & meaningful words . going to Times again around this week to browse & buy for new books . && i want to go for a haircut early nextweek . hope i can get it done before the Peer Support thingy .

ahhh , work attachment . im currently not looking forward to the work attachment thingy . but thinking twice , it'll be a useful experience & working means money . more money means more novels . hee .

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the more i think of it ,
the more it seems to haunt me .

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Love ,
[ IqaH ]

& i miss my dearest GangBangers , PC & APC ; atleast i get to see the OC at home . hee . (: ;


many things have been happening . lets keep this short & sweet . i LOVE Camp Feast & the people there . hee , i think i've enjoyed enough & its time to concentrate on the events thts coming up ; Graduation Day , Prom Nite . i hope i wont be down for Prom Nite , cause it's gg to stretch up to 1am in the morning . everyone must help out for the Graduation Day , so no choice , i still must come .

learned a lot from Camp Feast , but i think im going to blog abt Camp Feast another day as my eyelids are getting heavier . tehheee ~ . & i so MISS my dearest GangBangs , PC & APC so muchh . and im thinking of a small gathering for the GangBangers . hee ~


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The wounds won't heal ,
The pain won't vanish .
Accept the fact ;
We're too young to fall in love .

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Love ;

[ IqaH ]

& i still haven't overcome my misery . the only solution now is CAMP FEAST (:

yay2 ! im off to Camp Feast tomorrow . gonna meet new & long lost friends there . im excitedd ! hee , and the fun part is my brother is going . lalalalalala ~

bought a new book yesterday from Times called Harvesting The Heart tht was written by Jodi Picoult . an interesting story . i read quite fast thts so-not-surprising & now i've read till page 106 . a lot more to discover . i think i want to bring it to Camp Feast lahh , can ? i think im gg ask my brother first .

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Paige was staring at him , her mouth dropped open . " My father used to tell me I'd know when someone was the perfect match for me , " she murmured . " He said God worked it so that you'd be in the right place at the right time . " Nicholas waited for her to elaborate , but she wrnkled her forehead and stared at the carpet . Then she turned to him . " Why did you ask me ? " she said .

- Harvesting The Heart , pg 44 .

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Maybe we're trying ,
trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing is beating our hearts
We're empty .


Love ,
[ IqaH ]

& much thanks to Allah , for giving me the chance , again .

Friday will be a BIG day for me . i feel so relieved . 3E1 is my last hope after 3E4 . cause i love Literature too much now .

i think after Friday , everything will change . im going for a long break ; to recover myself from my own misery . pampering myself with books and chocolates is just what i thought a solution to my misery . i just hope for now , i get to endure till atleast , this Friday .

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The best love i've ever get are from my dearest family and friends . Not to offend anyone , but its the fact . The reason is , i don't think most people know what's a true love .

- 231007

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And I wrote my happy songs
Every child may joy to hear.


Love ,
[ IqaH ]

& i think i found the answer to my question .

i was bloghopping when i saw this post in Filzah's blog tht i thought was a meaningful & nice one . let me qoute it :

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"Define infatuation & contrast this term with true love"

When a person is infatuated with someone, the feelings that linger may only be for awhile. In other words, it won't last long unless that person develop farther feelings for the someone. Crush & love are two different things however they are similar. Infatuation is merely having a crush on someone just because of his outside & this will cause the person to be addicted. This is where an obsession starts. Every morning one will not afford to stop thinking about the someone. On & on. Love is almost the same thing but the feelings for that someone is much more deeper. So deep the person is willing to sacrifice & compromise. In a serious relationship, both parties understand what true love is. They understand each other very well inside out without recognizing physical appearance as an importance. Despite all this, heartbreak is inevitable in a relationship. Though both may be sincere towards one another, anything could change but this is life-if life was to be defined, I would say this:Life is made up of agonizing tests and happiness is to be benefited through efforts & sacrifices.

That is why strength is an important factor in dealing with problems. Being weak will add on to the emotional pressure. Being in a relationship needs a sense of maturity and a sense of sincerity. Never deceive yourself. Ask yourself properly whether you're seriously in love with a person 'cause playing with someone's heart is selfish.
*yuyu*


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nice one right ? i really think tht what she said is TRUE .

Love ,
[ IqaH ]

& everytime i woke up , the same question triggers me ;

i wonder if im being sincere with everything i do . maybe a yes for most of the times , but a no for this particular thing . i wont say this out , but let me put this in a simple sentence .

if you were in a place where you cant possibly accept anyone , but in the same time you dont want to lose tht great best friend of yours or hurt them , what will be the first thing you'll do ?

Love ,
[ iqaH ]

P.S: this is just a question & does not concern anyone other than me . (:

found this quiz somewhere & decided to do this coz its freaking bored down here ;

kae , the lucky person i randomly picked is - Muzakkir xD

Your relationship with him/her is
- Long-lost Kindergarten Friend

5 impressions you have of him/her
- Nice

most memorable thing he/she has done for you
- help me up when i fall in class

most memorable words he/she has said to you
- forget lahh

.if he/she becomes your lover, you will?
- laugh out loud .

.If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
- dont know lehh .

.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
- never

.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
- like i said , NEVER .

.E most desirable thing you want to do for him now is
- meet him up & talk talk .

Your overall impression of him/her is
- gd friend plus nice guy .

.How you think people around you will feel about you
- dont know . ask them (:

.E characteristics you love about yourself is
- ummmm ...

E characteristics you hate about yourself is
- take things for granted .

E most ideal person you want to be is
- myself & i .

Say someth to e ppl who have alw cared & love you
- i love you ppl .

Name 10 other people you're thinking of now.
1. mummy
2. yana
3. fiqa
4. kak yra
5. khairi
6. safwa
7. fal
8. yat
9. muhd. hisyam hilmi
10. izz hareez

Who is no. 8 having a relationship with?
- aLyn

Is no. 9 a male or female?
- male

If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- hah ! dont know ..

WhERE is no. 2 studying?
- JYSS

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
- 2 days ago.. i think ...

What kind of music does no. 8 like
- jiwang ... lol .

Will you woo no. 3
- LOL...

How about no. 7?
- haha !

Is no. 5 single?
- no . att .

Whats e surname of no. 5?
- uhh , wadd uhhh ? heheeee !

Whats e hobby of no. 4?
- sleep & editing photos [ i cheat2 lahh . i asked kak yra first . tht is what she answered ]

Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
- they dont even knw each other ...

Where is no. 5 studying at?
- jyss

Say something about no.1
- the best mummy in the world .

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
- somehow , but long long long long time ago .

Where does no. 9 live?
- tampines

What colour does no. 4 like?
- purple

Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
- hah ! NO !

Does no. 7 like no. 2?
- hee , no of course .

How did you get to know no. 2?
- classmates

Does no. 1 have any pets?
- dont want to , i think .

Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
- potential . xD

6 people to do this quiz.
- abg amy
- kak yra
- yana
- fiqa
- kak tiara
- husni

k BYE !(:

this pic is for the sake of haeqal ;




P.S: they all so cute larr(:

& commitments require everything ;

perfection is what she craves .
her priorities is her love ones .
she's trying to do everything herself , without anyone by her side .
she believe in hard work + patience to achieve something .
to her , problems are challenges in life .


& its okay to believe in love at first sight . but falling for someone at that instance is not called LOVE .

- 091007 , HerStory .

& yessa ! tmrw is the last paper ;


im going to do a quick revision after doing the quiz . MT Paper 2 & Science was quite okay . manageable somehow . still got hope . (:

kae , now the quiz ...


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1) Who are you missing now ?

` many people ; FILA , Kak Yra , Khairi & NENEK !(:

2) What are you doing at this point of time ?

` typing this quiz plus charging the lappy

3) Your fav. song

` Jenny ; The Reason Why ; Broken ;

4) What are you dying for now ?

` Mummy's lontong & kuih & tht PUMA watch . wee !~

5) One word tht describes best about your room

` MESSY .

6) Whats in your mind now ?

` Maths Paper 2 & HARI RAYE !

7) Important Upcoming Events

` Post-Exam Activity ; Hari Raye ; Khairi's Bdae ; CampFeast ; Work Attachment ;

8) Your WANTS

` Sony Ericsson S500i OR W660i ; [ dream on larr ] (:

9) Your current LOVE

` Literature + English + Fila + Khairi (",

10) What you want to do right now ?

` REVISE , and then , SLEEP !(;

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Love ,

[IqaH ]

& the worst thing i've ever done ;

im saddened by the fact that i didnt give my 110% for my Literature Paper just now . all the things ive learnt and revised were totally forgotten when i got hold of the paper ; especially when its about Boy . godd , i was really restless during the paper . i shifted the table forward and backwards , and all other weird things . im sure i'll dissapoint Ms.Hidaya & the others who wanted me to do well in Literature . im dreaming on to get in Lit Class next year . yes , i am . i just wish tht miracle could happen , but yet im preparing for the worst . thnks to me . Literature Class is like a dream , that is not coming true .

Love ,
[ IqaH ]

& im struggling with my ART . urgghh !

oh god , its already 1am in the morning & i havent finish / think of the layout for art . ive done two , but i think its not a very good one . seriously , i HATE art when it comes to research and all the other stuffs tht is so leceh , you knw . aiyooo ! im supposed to do 5 pages & ive done only like 2 ? someone please help me !
i swear im cursing the art piece right now . thts not a nice thing to do actually . but its the first time im stressed out like this . godd . dateline tomorrow & its still undone . i totally forget about it sehh coz its like exams cmg & im busy preparing for the exams . this time , im blaming myself .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

& they're testing my patience ;

urrgghh ! i dont knw why am i feeling like this . i feel so stressed up plus im always in a bad mood . hishhh .. i dont knw whats wrong sehh . i just feel like so pissed off when people asked me to do things for them or ordered me anyhow . im not a superwoman okayy . im like want to revise my studies for now , then got people disturb . like what lahh seh . go ask other people do lahh . ishh ! see lah , now im wasting time pouring out the anger in blog when im supposed to study .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

- Taggies -

SCREAM !

- Darlings -

lovelove,

- The Past Remains The Past -

the future awaits ,

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- Lyrics -

the rhyming words ,