- PROFILE -

ramblings of a teenage girl

& theres a reason why they say tht we should give it time ;

had a LONG talk with Liana today . from studies to NCC . how cool . and , we did not mengumpat okayy . we talk about the reality . hee ! Liana & I decided to go to gym once Hari Raya starts so as to build up the stamina . my stamina is not good lehh . i need to get very fit . hee ! we're getting ready for CampFeast , Spec Course & insya allah , SSC . hee , smgt sehh . nvermind2 . argghh ! im jus scared of the camps cmg up . im scared of my stamina tht is very very bad . okayy , drop the topic on stamina . i HATE it .

oh wells , Paper 1 for English was super WOW and Malay was like super cool . put my heart and soul into them . hope tht i will get atleast a B3 for English and A2 for Malay . but actually , im expecting more than tht . insyaAllah . im praying so hard . im going to concentrate more on Maths & Science & of course , Literature . but of course lah , im going to work hard for the rest of the subjects tht is also important to me . trying to get Best In English or Literaure or Malay . high chances of not getting any , but im trying very hard .

motivated to go to Literature class when i get to knw tht i was one of the top four highest for Literature . but then , again , im not gg to think about it first . i dont want to put on hopes up too high . bought some small cards to write down notes for revisions & colour pens to brighten up the cards . hee ! im so motivated to study .

everything is going on fine with the two of us . neither do i want to see a drop in my studies nor do i want to see a conflict between us . balance it up is the best way . thnks to the motivations , i managed to pick myself up and gain the confidence back , though not the full 100% . but im trying to get them back , as days past . my only goal for now is getting 10-12 points for 'O' Levels . im really focussing again now . im quite glad with my attitude . (:

havent buy any baju raye yet . tgh smgt raye sehh . hee , but i think this yr i want a black or white baju raye . hee , mcm cool gtu . but obviously , its not cool . wad only , iqah . merepek jer =p

kae uh . i want to go to Lalaland in a few more minutes .. im too tired now . chao!

Love ,

[ Iqah ]

& thts the reason why when we're young we fall in love(: ;

countdown to Paper 1 ; 2 more days .
& its the start of the stressing moments .

more problem cmg up .
i hope its not gg to get worst .
if not , im gg break down ;
seeing everyone apart .
thts the reason why i was so worried this week .
maybe theres a scene in my dream tht is cmg true .
who knows .
im sorry .
maybe i should have prevent it from happening .
its too late .


Love ,

[ IqaH ]

wahhh , cool sehh . im afraid of marriage ? GOD knows . lol . (:

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

& im at home(:



supposed to be in school , but had a headache tht makes my head go merry-go-round . didnt tell mummy though . hee . studied at home according to school's time table , but i find it too boring , so i decided to do the 5 Maths Past Years Papers all day plus , one Science Paper . according to time table , now its recess , so here i am blogging instead of sitting outside the class waiting for recess to be over . how cool (:

next period will be History ; im supposed to take notes from Mdm Fauziah today . nvermind , i'll ask Liana or Fiqa to take for me instead . im planning to continue doing the 2nd Maths Paper for the day . i didnt know about 8 qns for the first paper ; hope there'll be less for the following papers .

Lets list down the papers im supposed to do ;

- Junyuan Sec Maths EOY 2006
- Fajar Sec Maths EOY 2006
- Whitley Sec Maths EOY 2006
- Xinmin Sec Maths EOY 2006
- Beatty Sec Maths EOY 2006
- Junyuan Sec Science EOY 2006

seems a lot more to finish . but im determined to finish it(:

` Iqah , a few more weeks and you're free . Endure(:

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

& the dream is occuring again , for the second time ;

its nt gg to be a long post as im usg the laptop . hee .
oh my , exams cmg really soon . please , i want to do well . planning to study after school in school & going to night classes .

and , ive read Sweetness In The Belly halfway now . i can say its a good novel . hee , i'll quote a few sentences from it later .

gotta get ready for break fast soon .


` Ramadan teaches us patience & restraint , and it is the time for each of us to wage jihad against the destructive habits we have acquired .

- Sweetness In The Belly [ Chapter ; A Bitter Habit ]


Love ,
[ IqaH ]

P.S : Happy 14th Bdae Liana !(:

& whatever happened to our innocence ?

i miss FILA .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

i feel BAD . you all dont know what is it abt . but i DO .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

P.S : Im so sorry .

random lyrics from my all-time favourite songs ;

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

- Broken Man [ BoysLikeGirls ]

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all .

- Home [ Chris Daughtry ]

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed

- Jenny [ The Click Five ]

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

- Everytime [ Simple Plan ]

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
But all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

- When There Was Me & You [ Vanessa Hudgens ]

Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
...
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
...
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

- Perfect [ Simple Plan ]


Love ,
[ IqaH ]

P.S : I Love Everyone(:

theres a lot of things to achieve and to learn .

less than two weeks . and exams are coming . im excited plus fearing of something ; having to get the results i dont wish to get . though i know i've been working very hard this few weeks , i dont know why i dont have that confidence that i had for the past years . maybe because of the results i got during MYE or something else . maybe because i cant change what is printed on the results slip for MYE . maybe i think i did terribly bad for MYE . is that the reason why i dont have the confidence again ? is it because i feel i've let everyone down ? i cant think of any other reasons why . all the maybe's are in my mind . i just feel not right .

the love for Literature & English have been growing more and more these days . i fall in love with those meaningful poems & to understand those plays that has a very detailed plot . i just love those things . they just make my life more colourful . the word just make the sentence so beautiful . & Ms Hidaya taught me all these . i LOVE her(:

Love ,
[ IqaH ]

P.S: Liana , im always there for you . we'll try to make it happen (:
To Dearest Liana&Ms.Hidaya , Happy Birthday(:

im going school in like 45 minutes more but i can still blog . hah . i guess this is the only time now to blog everything .

school's fine . loads of homeworks . hyper class .

well , yesterday everyone was like SUPER hyper during Literature class . we were discussing this paticular poem and when Ms. Hidaya wanted the answer , all the nonsense answer came out . we all were like laughing all the way through that 2 periods and Ms. Hidaya was really exhausted by then . went to Com Lab to finish the project tht drags up to 3+ , i guess . i was really tired . after buka , i was like sleeping already . lols .

okae uhh . i think i better get ready for school or i'd be late . (:

Love ,
[ Iqah ]

Reminder ;

- Liana's Birthday
- Adek's Birthday
- Buka-ing with Fila next Saturday(:

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

P.S: Someone made my day && thnks to those tht had taken the test(:

im so happy today , i dunnoe why . maybe because i ate too many junk food or something else . kae , forget it .

ohh , before i forget . Due to the exams tht is cmg really soon , i wont be blogging quite often . Except if i do have the time . i've finished all my holiday homeworks & halfway done my revision . i hope i can finish ALL the revisions before the exams . & i think i need to catch up on my Maths . & i've set aside 2 hrs every day for my Maths ; i don't know if its enough . im going to squeeze my brain hard now . more work means better grades , right ? lets not think of stress as it makes me more stress . * what im i talking about ? * nevermind , you all no need to understand what im talking . && i really think i need someone to re-teach some of the Maths topic tht i don't quite understand . hope i find someone who's willing to(:

& yeahh , im really choosing my attitude towards everything . im going to work hard to get what i want for . and , it really depends on me . & about the Literature or the Pure Science Class thingy , i think im gg to set tht aside first . Studies is my priority now , okay ?

im expecting two BIG camps after exams ; CampFeast and OBS . and , yes ! im really looking forward to it though it may seems a bit frightening , to me .

Time for Reminders :

- Bring money for class photo ; [ Monday ]
- Bring money for the check-up ; [ Wednesday / Thursday ]
- 5 more days to Fasting ;
- Liana's Birthday ; [ 23rd Sept ] (:

& ohh , yea . dont forget to do the Friend Test(:

Love ,

[ Iqah ]

P.S : I want to get SSgt like what they got , can ? * may GOD willing *

i love this .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

Reminder ;

- Go to school at 810am tmrw & meet Fiqa .
- Abg Amy gg home tmrw(:
- Buy Chocolates .
- Finish up assignments .
- Save Money(:

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

` The rich , sweet smell of the hayricks rose to his chamber window; the hundred perfumes of the little flower-garden beneath scented the air around; the deep-green meadows shone in the morning dew that glistened on every leaf as it trembled in the gentle air : and the birds sang as if every sparkling drop were a fountain of inspiration to them .

Love ;

[ IqaH ]

` A silent look of affection and regard when all other eyes are turned coldly away - the consciousness that we possess the sympathy and affection of one being when all others have deserted us - is a hold, a stay, a comfort, in the deepest affliction, which no wealth could purchase, or power bestow .

Love ;

[ IqaH ]

` She dotes on poetry, sir. She adores it ; I may say that her whole soul and mind are wound up , and entwined with it .

Love ;

[ IqaH ]

` Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but - I hope - into a better shape .

Love ;

[ IqaH ]

` It is a fair, even-handed, noble adjustment of things, that while there is infection in disease and sorrow, there is nothing in the world so irresistibly contagious as laughter and good-humour .

Love ;
[ IqaH ]

` There seems something more speakingly incomprehensible in the powers, the failures, the inequalities of memory, than in any other of our intelligences .

Love ;

[ IqaH ]

- Taggies -

SCREAM !

- Darlings -

lovelove,

- The Past Remains The Past -

the future awaits ,

- Credits -

- Lyrics -

the rhyming words ,