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ramblings of a teenage girl

&& Eng TA2 is just tmrw .

ohh , its the TA2 tmrw . i cant believe it . time just past so fast . nevermind . just relax for now . i know what im doing .

met Mrs Lim after school at D&T Workshop . it ended quite late uhh . and i need to do surveys . =.=
&& its due on Thursday . so fast sehh . lols . had a little PDS training with Alyn , Syahirah , Liana + some Part C Girls . learn new drills & its so fun . (:
went home after a little meeting with two of my seniors . met Nadiah and Nadirah along the way . and now , that BIG word is conquering my mind ; TA2 . lols . i guess its just so important , to me , but some find it not tht important . so , i guess , i have to make up my mind right now .

* try to make up your mind , Iqah .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

ohh , im back blogging . i feel so tired with all the stuffs in school and i d0nt kn0w whats gg to happen with my blog . its like so dead . like in my url . lols .

ohh , PDS could be tht tough . i didnt knw sehh . i tot its easy . so , it proved me wrong . but , im trying my best during all the trainings . NCC trainings is a love . though theres like scoldings + some misunderstandings , i think the issue abt PDS thing is over , i guess . && im gg to stop being the timer , coz ya , its nt fair being the same old ppl giving timings . i guess , im lucky cause i've already experience so much things tht maybe some other ppl cannot so , i just hope tht the Part B's is gg to be like we were before ; the fun and most liveliest batch . (:
to Part B's : im sorry if i didnt give a chance for you all . but , i guess , i was trying to take the lead cause noone volunteers . i feel so bad .


Love ,

[ IqaH ]

` & i want m0re English N0vels , can ?



ohh , i didnt c0me sch0ol 0n friday . && it was kinda b0ring at h0me . did s0me revisi0n and relaxed a bit . went sch0ol t0 take my hw and books s0 i cn revise at h0me . meet up with Liana & i f0und 0ut tht Alyn , to0 , was absent fr0m sch0ol . lols . i guess it was because 0f the J-League thing the previous day . my left leg & hand was injured after being kicked by Naufal during the game . thnk g0d , it wasnt tht seri0us . but i look bad limping away . :p

it was fun being the linesman during the Upper Sec Match . i was nerv0us at times cause the players c0uldnt accept the decisi0n . thnk g0d theres Fakhruddin & Iqbal wh0 guided me all al0ng . (:
i think the match was quite okay . except f0r a few misunderstandings . i had t0 rush off t0 the other end of the field cause my team's match is starting . i was the playing for the 2nd-Half , s0 i had t0 wait . & when it was time f0r me t0 play , i was eager + scared . i knw my team w0uld l0se c0z the match is against the Evernal . i almost sc0red a g0al , but Aidil caught it . =/

` ohh , i can't accept words tht is very rude . thts t0 me lahh . s0 , av0id using tht words can ?

&& its better t0 have a crush than t0 c0nfess tht feeling . it w0n't hurt a bit .

Love ,

[ IqaH ]

Straight Jacket Feeling
All-American Rejects


Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straight jacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

&& Whatever y0u've g0t t0 say , i w0nt b0ther .

* i wonder if ppl are jealous of y0u , or they just hate you , but they act as if they d0nt hate y0u . ohh , c0me 0n lahh . lets be matured . i knw who you are , & you knw me . s0 , if you bother abt my attitude tht t0 YOU i suck , i wonder wht y0u got from tht c0mmenting . theres no big deal yeahh . thnks t0 Kak Hana , Hamdan & s0me other ppl ; i wont bother t0 tht kind 0f tags anym0re . this is my blog . if you hate me , d0nt bother c0me my blog luhh . whats m0re , TAGGING with all NONSENSE . i hate ppl like y0u , Hypocrite . *

Thank Y0u .

[ IqaH ]

` & A Happy Birthday T0 Me !

n0w , im 14 yrs 0ld . theres s0 much changes that happens in me . and i d0nt realise it s0metimes . s0me ppl either like or hate that change . i used t0 f0ll0w what ppl want me t0 be . but i find that its not necessary f0r the change unless if that behaviour of mine is very bad . n0w , i kn0w wh0 are my friends and wh0 i sh0uld av0id . n0w i kn0w , h0w t0 differentiate l0ve and affecti0n . and n0w , i kn0w the imp0rtance 0f studies , family and friends .

thanks t0 family and siblings and SOME 0f my true friends . they are the 0nes wh0 gave me advices and motivati0ns when i needed them . they were there when im d0wn ; when i th0ught that the w0rld is 0ver .

" Y0u can if y0u have the determinati0n . "
" Y0u can d0 better and repeat that success of y0urs , and make y0ur family pr0ud . "
& ...
" Have a g0al , d0 what y0u think is right . Theres n0 need f0r y0u t0 seek help fr0m any0ne if y0u think y0u can d0 it by y0urself . Be independent and be y0urself . D0n't let any0ne make y0u believe that y0u can't d0 it . And , n0w is the time t0 f0cus on y0ur studies than anything else . "

Can i make a wish ?

** Wish .. **

.. Finish .. ((:

haha , lame . i knw . xD
k uhh , tts all . i want upload pics later .

[ IqaH ]

P.S : Thnks f0r the wish ppl ! appreciate it l0tss ! ((:

` & theres t0o much things t0 think . i need s0me0ne t0 really help me out .

ohh , this week been a dissap0inting week i guess . i w0nt have t0 elab0rate as it is such a heartbreaking issue t0 tell ppl . its g0t ntg t0 d0 with l0ve 0r whats0ever . its just g0tta d0 with my passi0n . i really have t0 have s0me0ne t0 discipline me thr0ugh all this things .

that headache 0f mine starts t0 b0ther me again after sch0ol re0pens . i guess im to0 stressed 0ut with things and i d0 think t0o much . i tried n0t t0 think t0o much after being advised by s0me ppl , but still , i can't . s0me 0f it are my pr0blems and s0me are ab0ut my studies and all . s0me pr0blems i just can't share it with anyone , and when im really stressed out , i tend t0 break d0wn suddenly . & s0me ppl say , thats the problem with me ; i keep to0 many things t0 myself . is it true ? i d0nt have the answer n0w .

& i really2 need s0me0ne t0 help me getting thr0ugh all the obstacles . i guess im t0o weak t0 handle this al0ne .

* I Want To Get Atleast A SSgt F0r NCC , Less Than 12 p0ints f0r ' O ' Levels & Be A Good And Responsible Student Councillor , can I ?

With Much L0ve ,

[ IqaH ]

` & here's the lyrics 0f the s0ng i've been listening t0 f0r quite s0me time already .

Have Y0u Ever
S Club 7


Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round


Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go


Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go


I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round


Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

` & its the 1st 0f July ; 2 m0re days & 13 m0re days .

2 m0re days t0 NCC Day ! * ` wee . * im super duper excited lahh sehh . ((:
& i want t0 take pics with NCO's , can ? haha , kayy im kinda s0t . * mmg p0n . =p * Sgt Hana called me just n0w t0 say that im supp0sed t0 wear the Total Defence badge this Tuesday . & i havent d0 a l0t 0f things sehh . the rank , skirt all that . i just feel s0 malas . haha . nvm .

i guess i have t0 keep that feelings t0 myself . i've learnt a less0n fr0m what happened in the past , and i guess i sh0uldnt be making that stupid mistake again . let it g0 away by itself and carry 0n life . if he were supp0sed t0 tell me that he had the same feelings as me , i'll just have t0 let it g0 . and lets see if that feelings he had f0r me will fade away . if it d0es , i w0nt be surprised .

` & The pers0n who l0ves y0u will be able t0 wait f0r y0u , n0t blame y0u f0r everything and walk away .

[ IqaH ]

- Taggies -

SCREAM !

- Darlings -

lovelove,

- The Past Remains The Past -

the future awaits ,

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- Lyrics -

the rhyming words ,