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` & im tired .



t0days training was like super tiring . i was stupid f0r n0t eating anything since in the m0rning , except f0r the h0ney stars i had f0r breakfast . i was like super lethargic sehh . i th0ught i was g0ing t0 faint there . sh0ut here , sh0ut there . then hentak kaki n0n-st0p . i was really2 sick and tired . after enduring f0r 0ver 1 hr , i decided t0 rep0rt sick . and guess what , the headache at the right side 0f my head totally g0ne . then , i decided to fall-in back . but Sgt Hana didnt all0w me . b0ring sehh rep0rt sick . its like m0re b0ring-er than Hist0ry class . =p
but then , at last i g0t t0 fall-in back . during the last hentak kaki , Filzah's leg suddenly went numb . She fall-out while we c0ntinued the hentak kaki . best lah sehh . ((:
then , Sgt Khairin gave 0ut the c0nsent f0rms f0r the IMT Practice then we talk3 . finally , at ard 6.15pm , we were released . Yana , Ain , Alyn and s0me 0ther ppl went FP after that . i didnt f0ll0w as it was late already & im tired .

bla3 . reached h0me , bathed all that & rested f0r a while . instead , i did h0mew0rks and i managed t0 revise a bit 0nly as im already sleepy . n0w here i am blogging . i think the latest im gg sleep is at 9.00pm . ((:

i think im gg t0 st0p here .

[ IqaH ]

P.S : I was surprised that he was in my dreams .

` & i want g0 UK , can ?

* wee ! *

Sch0ol was great luhh t0day . i l0ve gg back t0 sch0ol ! * yay ! * haha . the first 2 peri0ds f0r the day is Hist0ry . the teacher nvr c0me , s0 theres a relief teacher . s0 , i t0ok the opp0rtunity t0 c0mplete the Maths , English & Science qns that i d0nt knw h0w t0 d0 . Liana and Fiqa b0rr0wed theirs t0 me . then , we exchange2 0ur papers all that . den bla3 , Ms Hidaya came in f0r English less0n . Reading time , and then she said her expectati0ns all that . She was angry when s0me 0f my classmates didnt bring their w0rk and stuff like that . At last , she asked the class t0 c0mplete the paper in class f0r th0se wh0 didnt finished it .

i tried my best t0 c0ncentrate during Maths . i think i understand everything n0w . * smiles * I think its up t0 me n0w t0 practice every day . i h0pe i can . 0ppss . i MUST . (:

Literature less0n was the best luhh . Ms Hidaya t0ld the class abt the UK Trip . my g0d , i want g0 luhh sehh . She said that they went t0 see the Shakespeare Plays . fun sehh . i 0s0 want g0 lehh . plus , they visit the Oxford University and Old Traff0rd Stadium . I WANT GO UK NEXT YEAR ! I DONT CARE . lol .

i must really3 w0rk hard f0r EOY . i MUST and i CAN . (: * y0u can d0 it , Iqah . * cheyy , cm phm jer .

0kayy , im gg t0 relax until 8.30pm , then its time t0 STUDY . (:

* BRAIN CONTROL : Switch 0n t0 Study M0de . *

* Processing .... C0mplete ! *

haha . i knw its crap . s0 jgn layan . =p

L0ts 0f L0ve ,

[ IqaH ]

P.S : Im n0t 0nline-ing 0ften nw . s0 , anything call me . (:

` & 2 m0re days t0 sch0ol . (:



0hh , im still in the h0liday m0od sehh . but die2 , tmrw must be in study-ing m0od already . hehs . must get ready g0 sch0ol sehh . i've already d0 up a time-table . & im gg t0 try it 0ut 0n the first week 0f sch0ol . if i can f0ll0w the time-table , then i w0n't change anything . if theres pr0blems , then t0o bad , i need t0 change . lols . nvm . i've already started refreshing my minds 0n all the f0rmulas plus the definiti0ns f0r Maths and Science . f0r English , Literature and MT , i guess i have t0 read m0re b0oks . i h0pe i can d0 very well f0r EOY . thats my aim f0r nw . and and ! i cant wait t0 g0 t0 sch0ol ! (:

` & day by day , i feel guilty f0r making them dissap0inted 0n my Mid-Year results . i sh0uld'nt have . ):

L0ts 0f l0ve ,

[ IqaH ]

IM BACK PEOPLE ! .

okayy . im still tired . s0 im n0t gg t0 bl0g abt the h0liday okayy . c0ngrats t0 SOS yeahhs . & Happy Birthday Insyirah . (:

t0 0ther critics+all wh0 hates me : please REVEAL y0ur name when tagging . i w0nt mind y0ur critics , i'll accept it as your opinions . but if y0u're using nicknames , can i just call y0u a c0ward ? . thanks .

* saper2 terase , nasib uhh . =p

[ IqaH ]

` hello people . another 6 hrs and im g0ing 0ff . heesh . hmms .


` I guess im gg t0 c0ntinue what i've said yesterday . I didnt regret anything th0ugh i did the last time . Y0u went and changed th0se w0rds , werent y0u ? I guess y0u d0nt understand what are my intenti0ns . & i guess y0u better n0t t0 knw alth0ugh i've explained t0 y0u . and im surprised by y0ur acti0ns and w0rds . y0u seems t0 tell me that y0u can find 0ther girls 0ut there easily after we 0fficially didnt have any relations . Is that what y0u want t0 tell me ? 0hh , im nt surprised if that was y0ur intenti0ns . I d0nt mind anym0re . I d0nt care . Get it ? 0hh , and 0ne m0re thing . Y0u proved t0 me that l0ve CAN be that CHEAP . and l0ve supposed t0 be s0mething that is s0 VALUABLE , my friend .

` & yay-ness ! 2 m0re days and im g0ing 0ff . lalalalala . ((:


* If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with . *

` & i was trying t0 d0 that but i guess it will never c0me back .

[ IqaH ]

Ohh , Im A Bitch . And is there s0mem0re w0rds y0u want t0 say . 0r y0u are the 0ne creating st0ries t0 cl0se up y0ur mistakes ? AND yes , i admit , i d0 make mistakes . but i th0ught theres ntg between us anym0re . Why sh0uld y0u care calling me a bitch ? 0hh , and y0u ? Y0u're the g0ddamn g0od guy . Is that what y0u want me t0 call y0u ? & as if i care y0u have a new 0ne . tell her that i was BAD t0 y0u . tell her im the 0ne wh0 wanted a break . i am the pathetic liar . just tell . say all y0ur sweet w0rds . like y0u said t0 me the 0ther time . pr0mise her everything . everything . i w0nt give a damn . thank y0u . say what y0u want and d0 what y0u want .

` if y0u think im refering to you , its just my opinion . (:

` & ohh , my head hurts . thnks t0 that bamboo pole .

[ IqaH ]

` & n0w i feel like ****-ing that *** , can ?





. i d0nt care . i w0nt care . & im n0t g0ing t0 care at all . ((:



. i think tats better ? yay-ness . i dun0e where my f0olscap had g0ne t0 . heesh . all my maths hw are in there . l0ls . nvm uhh . im g0ing in a few days time . bye ppl . im g0ing 0ff . & im happy . ((:

i think tts all f0r nw . nnt lehh bl0g lagik . buhbye . ((:

[ IqaH ]

Hero/Heroine
Boys Like Girls


It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath then I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
It never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

` & i want g0 Pasir Ris Beach again , can ?

` left , left , left , right , left .




LEARNING T0 FALL
BOYS LIKE GIRLS


Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why

The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Could you be with HER?
Or was it just a lie?
SHE doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and HER
When it should have been
It should have been me

Today is the day
The worst day of my life

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me

` & The w0rds in bold are the 0nes i have changed . The 0riginal w0rd is :
-HIM TO HER .
-HE TO SHE .


` lalalalala . i'll update abt t0day's event tmrw luhh kayy . im tired . and i g0t smtg t0 say abt t0day's 0uting .




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